dear mr paul mall

I am an addict! Your products have been inhaled by me for almost 5 years. I love ciggarettes the only thing i hate is how much i depend on them. Addiction is a sick thing, i don't even want to quit. I'm not some phyco addict, i just enjoy a bogie with coffee, a bogie after a meal, a bogie after a fight, a bogie when intoxicated, a bogie after a spliff, a bogie after sex, a bogie while talking on the phone, a bogie after a school, a bogie while hacking, a bogie in between class, a bogie while walking....seriously this list could go on forever. One day i'll quit but that day will only come when i have a strong desire to, or some doctor tells me i'll die if i don't quit...oh and if i ever get pregnant. Nothing like waking up on a sunday hungover and meeting your best friend for some coffee and smoking ciggarettes while sharing stories (putting pieces together) from the weekend. Heres the flipside: they stink, there bad for you, i can't really run or walk up stairs, and who the fuck wants to be addicted to anything. i remember when i was a sophmore and a friend suggested i go on the patch, my response was : "uhh na im too young" her response" your too young for the patch but not too young to smoke?" One of the few moments i felt like i was retarded and should re think a few things in my life.
not more i want to say

a dream

havent heard this in a while, everytime i play it again i love it more.

tobacco

before i write how i feel about cigarettes ; this is pretty cool

thank you,thank you ,your far too kind

A few words i like:
victory-a success or triumph over an enemy in battle or war.
erroneous- containing error; mistaken; incorrect; wrong
paranoia-a mental disorder characterized by systematized delusions and the projection of personal conflicts, which are ascribed to the supposed hostility of others, sometimes progressing to disturbances of consciousness and aggressive acts believed to be performed in self-defense or as a mission.
trivial: of very little importance or value; insignificant:
trifling:frivolous; shallow; light

some music i like:

end of spring break?

best spring break, i type this on my stoop smoking a ciggarette drinking iced coffee...this is the life.my magnolia tree has bloomed and its banging: I saw major lazer which was possibly the greatest night of my young life. yeaaah it was popping!

more lata

Wild World

i fuuucks with it, song played in the last scene of skins season 1.

transitioning from fitting in to standing out

used to be one of my favorites, will always love it....

i've come to realize this is yet another transition period in my life, figuring out who i trust, who i want to trust, and what relationships just wont work... My spring break starts tomorrow, cant wait to see what i has in store for me. i plan on spending many days in the park, many night inebriated, hopefully i meet some new cool people, but yeah whatever we will see.

Finishing season one of skins tonight...