dear mr paul mall

I am an addict! Your products have been inhaled by me for almost 5 years. I love ciggarettes the only thing i hate is how much i depend on them. Addiction is a sick thing, i don't even want to quit. I'm not some phyco addict, i just enjoy a bogie with coffee, a bogie after a meal, a bogie after a fight, a bogie when intoxicated, a bogie after a spliff, a bogie after sex, a bogie while talking on the phone, a bogie after a school, a bogie while hacking, a bogie in between class, a bogie while walking....seriously this list could go on forever. One day i'll quit but that day will only come when i have a strong desire to, or some doctor tells me i'll die if i don't quit...oh and if i ever get pregnant. Nothing like waking up on a sunday hungover and meeting your best friend for some coffee and smoking ciggarettes while sharing stories (putting pieces together) from the weekend. Heres the flipside: they stink, there bad for you, i can't really run or walk up stairs, and who the fuck wants to be addicted to anything. i remember when i was a sophmore and a friend suggested i go on the patch, my response was : "uhh na im too young" her response" your too young for the patch but not too young to smoke?" One of the few moments i felt like i was retarded and should re think a few things in my life.
not more i want to say